Anxieties

Hey, dont do blogs much. But gotta do something.
A sweet friend of mine invited me here, and I think this is a good place. Lots of neat things going on around here. Is this place new?
Dont know anybody else, but my friend, and I dont know when she's online here. Who do I talk to?
I would like to join a group, but cant find one that fits too well. I like art and writing, but I'm not what you would call proficient (or regular,either) about doing either. Got too much going on to devote much time to them. Would they let me in one of those groups as a 'groupie'?
Got lots going on in my life, dont have time to make a serious effort at being a member of something. Is there a place I can pop in once in awhile?
While I'm asking questions, I like to use smilies from Photobucket, but cant figure out how to put them on my posts. That is sad, because I really like them, and the other graphics I have collected. They add some 'spice' or flavor, if you will.
sigh. I just dont know. Maybe someone will read this and help me out.